The Gift of Discernment

I'm drowning in darkness
 Someone, shine a light on me.
 Fixated on the outcome of all
 Death whispers denouement
 The end is clear to me
 Coping with sorrow I splinter the last straw
 It's been a long sad day
 And this will only make it worse
 As devils whisper angels pray
 This gift will only be a curse
 So this must be my hell but I can not discern
 I set sail for Charon my soul the river Styx will burn
 It's been a long sad day
 And this will only make it worse
 As devils whisper angels pray
 This gift will only be a curse
 Fire in the hole and glory be to God
 Disregard the soul beneath a foot a sod
 Oh, God.
 Bane of my existence and crux of my dismay
 Soul backed into a gaping hole day by day
 By day, by day, by day, by day
 I'm washed in the misery bathing the soma
 I pray for your mercy to vanquish this coma