The F-Word

It's like, I care about you, I think about you all the time
 it's like, we friends and shit?
 which means we treat each other right
 you'll be there for me when you gonna be there for me
 Verse 1: (Vast Aire Kramer)
 yo it wasn't even like that
 I wanted my cardiovascular to fight back
 cupid had me runnin' circles blindfolded
 in the daytime with a flashlight looking for her
 yo, sit back, relax and smell the roses
 a fly girl by any other name would still be that
 but the trick is to see that
 I'm caught in between future's fantasies and memories I played back
 told my man I started sword fighting
 'cause fencing was similar to tongue kissing
 if you wait too long you gonna end up confessin'
 all I think about is you undressin'
 I extended my thoughts in a relationship
 but they sunk like the titanic relation-ships
 she was in a love triangle
 but it wasn't like my feelings weren't there to make it a square
 penny's for her thoughts
 she's my very own American Beauty, red petals when we talk
 ...the f word
 Chorus 1: (Vordul Megalon)
 She like music, got me heavily booted(?)
 when I'm out with her feelings be mixin'
 chemical elixirs, caught her like a sickness
 and can't get rid of it, these sexual addictions
 Chorus 2: (Vordul)
 tangle witted in my opposite sex friendships
 with too many emotions, got me bent up
 and it's real ill when something going on
 but nothings being said trying to figure it out
 wrapped all in your head just spit it out and I'll
 truly understand what the problem is
 'cause you got me twisted tryin' to stress birds
 kickin' that f word
 fuckin around, flirtin' and stressin' my nerves
 Verse 2: (Vast)
 check this situation, I wore my lust like cologne
 she called it Obsession
 the background's black and white and we adolescents
 like what the fuck we know about love?
 the more I learn it's like the Clash of the Titans
 all I wanna do is avoid fightin'
 a little arguing's okay but not everyday
 and if we can't communicate what we got decays
 until the smell gets more pungent
 to the point where we can't be seen in public
 body parts fallin' apart, a symbol of what things do
 or better yet, a symbol of what friends do, they die
 and together forever just sounds fly
 that's how it sounded to me when I heard it
 and slow motion was her lips as she worded
 the f word
 "don't take it personal, I like you a lot but I don't wanna lose what we got"
 but what we got now is friction
 she tellin' me intimacy and friendship she ain't mixin'
 the f word
 Chorus 1
 Verse 3: (Vast)
 yo, you burnin' the candle at both ends
 I'm supposed to be the friend, I'm gettin' fried in the end
 the big bang theory, what is this a trend?
 you ask a girl out and the universe extends
 tell me to talk to the hand again and I'll read your palm
 I'm smellin' your shit now, don't know how to call
 all I wanted was grounds for understanding
 I ain't greedy, but to hold your heart I gotta put my hand in, why debate?
 you think you can fit me in that anorexic space between love and hate?
 I got all of the first one and none of the other
 and that's something I learned from my sister and my mother
 thought we was close in the genesis before all this
 technology was cordless, a senseless courtship
 this is more than just a song and when he's treating you wrong
 I'm more than just a shoulder to cry on
 the F word
 Chorus 1 & 2