You Should Be at Home Here

if i could feel anything
 it wouldn't feel at all like this
 if i could wake anywhere
 i wouldn't wake up at home
 if i could hear anything
 it would be your voice to say
 you should be you should be at home here now
 i dont feel at home at all
 this is where i will sit
 to pay for all the wrong i've done
 this is where i will sleep
 to pay for all the wrong i've done
 this is where i will wake
 to pay for all the wrong i've done
 this is where i will think
 about all the wrong i've done
 hope your funeral goes as planned
 and everyone falls all around you
 bringing flowers to make a pillow
 for your weary head
 i wont be there when you scream
 at all the voices all around you
 saying the things you never ever want to hear about
 i wont be there when you die
 a thousand deaths for just one lie
 it's amazing how you stay awake at all
 i'll be waiting way down here
 and i'll be waiting all alone
 waiting for you waiting for you
 all the rats and spiders
 will probably laeve me here alone
 just like everyone they've got something better
 that they can do
 everything that was to be
 forgotten us and will be gone
 everyone that was to be
 now somehow all became a memory