Surrender My Heart

So, I've been tryin' hard to open up
 When I lost someone, it hit me rough
 I paid to toughen up in therapy
 She said to me, "Soften Up"
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 I'm sorry if I push your good away
 Especially when I'm needin' you to stay
 I know you hate that I still test your love
 I'm tryin' not to fuck this up
 But the benefit of all the broken hearts
 That I broke before they could break me
 Is a little bit of life regrets
 I won't bring that mess to you when you're with me
 And I wanna be brave enough to show you my not-so-perfect family
 And I wanna be brave enough for everything
 Surrender my heart
 (I'm out here in the open)
 I wanna get closer
 (I'll believe in you every night)
 Surrender my heart
 I wanna be open, I wanna be honest with you
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 I used to soldier through my hardest days
 I used to switch it off, ignore the pain
 I craved to feel it all entirely
 In your arms, baby
 But the benefit of all the broken hearts
 That I broke before they could break me
 Is a little bit of life regrets
 I won't bring that mess to you when you're with me
 And I wanna be brave enough to show you my not-so-perfect family
 And I wanna be brave enough for everything
 Surrender my heart
 I'm out here in the open
 I wanna get closer
 I'll believe in you every night
 Surrender my heart
 I wanna be open, I wanna be honest with you
 I'll believe in you every night (na-na-na, na-na-na-na)
 Every night (na-na-na, na-na-na-na)
 Every night (I'll believe in you every night)
 I'll believe in you every night (na-na-na, na-na-na-na)
 Every night (na-na-na, na-na-na-na)
 Every night (I'll believe in you every night)
 Surrender my heart
 (I'm out here in the open)
 I wanna get closer
 (I'll believe in you every night)
 Surrender my heart
 I wanna be open, I wanna be honest with you