House of Jupiter

I brought you back to life
 Saw your flesh turn the color of sand
 And it still hurts as much this time
 As it did when I hit the floor
 In Kalamazoo I watched you turn off
 It was all I could do to lift my eyes up
 It wasn't me then
 Who took you to the edge and watched you fall
 It wasn't me then
 Testing your desire by setting fire
 To the House of Jupiter
 To the House of Jupiter
 You never said "The end"
 Only spoke to me through Mercury
 And I escaped the land
 Made my way toward history
 And California kept me silent
 And I find it so hard to stay this quiet
 It wasn't me then
 Who took you to the edge and watched you fall
 It wasn't me then
 Testing your desire by setting fire
 To the House of Jupiter
 To the House of Jupiter
 And I'll never forget the way I fell toward what you wanted
 And seeing your demise was grand but I still miss your hands
 I still miss your hands
 Now I'm flashing back
 I see your eyes when they were learning me
 And the way you held your breath
 When I was naming the stars
 But the new year brought too many changes
 And you grew tired of my obsession with stages
 It wasn't me then
 Who took you to the edge and watched you fall
 It wasn't me then
 Testing your desire by setting fire
 To the House of Jupiter
 To the House of Jupiter
 To the House of Jupiter
 To the House of Jupiter
 What do you want from me
 In the House of Jupiter