heart attack

I thought of letting her out
 She's a big, brave girl now, I can't relate
 I feel like a horse or a shark, I could sleep standing up
 In the daytime, I'm falling awake
 I picture a cat who looks like Juno on the fence
 It gives me a heart attack, I can't lose another friend
 I'm measuring up against the wall again
 It's always the same, but maybe this time, I've changed
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 Crosswalk, go now
 Green light, forever counting down
 Check first, left, right
 Black out, must've run out of time
 I've thought of letting it go
 Create a record-breaking ball of snow
 Too big to catch it, but I could if I
 Had just reached out like half a year ago
 Everybody's screaming, waving, fainting in the pit
 Just give me a heart attack, I'm fucking losing it
 I'm measuring up against the wall again
 It's always the same, but maybe this time, I've changed
 I'm measuring up against the wall again
 It's always the same, but maybe this time, I've changed
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 Gasping for air like there's a lack of oxygen
 You'll all have to drag me back, I can't do this again