Fracture

Every synapse fires in acceptance of a distant truth
 My concept of self, pulled out at the roots
 A frail voice inside my mind
 Begs for release
 Twisting inside of me
 The smallest fractures in my body lead to collapse
 Falter underneath the impact of careless steps
 Pieces of my life defined by loss and regret
 Returning moments and recurring thoughts
 In a twist of fate
 Whispers grow
 And cut their way out of my skull
 Threatened by the memories
 Of who i used to be
 I search inside myself
 And find an empty space
 Where peace should rest
 Trapped in a dream
 I'd give anything to forget
 I count the days as they pass
 Retreated from the coldest stares
 Self descending as I turn my back, Consuming any light
 I'm not afraid to die
 I've lost my will to fight