Prison of Decay

Why me? What did I do?
 You're looking down on my back
 From your bird's-eye view
 Do you like what you see
 Silently judging me?
 Am I measuring up
 To what you thought I could be?
 Fine then, I'll play your game
 I'll be the ant in your farm
 On which you place blame
 I will carry your cross
 Because you are the boss
 I've got nothing to gain
 But the blame for my loss!
 I'd make a break for it
 But I can't run away,
 I'm going to be stuck
 Inside of here everyday
 I'm just a piece of trash
 That someone threw away
 I'm doing time in your
 Prison of Decay
 Help me out - I'm trapped
 And I don't want to stay
 For God's sake
 Does it look like
 I will be okay?
 I'm only in here
 'Cause I chose to disobey
 You're the one who built my
 Prison of Decay
 I will find my own way
 You know if I made the rules
 I'd be inclined to stay -
 But you are in control
 Because you bought my soul
 And now I'm falling inside
 Of a bottomless hole
 Jump hoops, tapping the dance -
 You sent me into the pit
 Without a fighting chance
 Yes I want to prevail
 But I'm destined to fail
 I cannot spread my wings
 When I'm locked in your jail!
 Give up - I'm giving in
 I don't see any possible
 Way I can win
 Because of the neglect
 I've become a reject,
 And now everything else
 In my life is all wrecked
 What now? I'm down on my back
 Do you really think I've got
 The stamina to attack?
 Look I'm beaten and bruised
 And I'm broken and used
 I hope that I've amused
 'Cause I'm feeling abused!