Used to Spend

Talking trash
 I like to have fun
 Stop making sense
 Start acting dumb
 I wanna have some self control
 I wanna be sincere
 But nothing's ever really free when you're living in fear
 Out of the fog and finally feeling fine
 My doubts are all gone and I'm having a pretty good time
 Feeling like a real champ, but for how long?
 I used to spend so much time alone
 Higher than high
 I wanna be bad
 Compete with myself
 See how much I can stand
 I'd ask you to stay
 But my pride is too strong
 I would rather be alone than ask for what I want
 Out of the fog and finally feeling fine
 My doubts are all gone and I'm having a pretty good time
 Feeling like a real champ, but for how long?
 I used to spend so much time alone