Doin Fine

I start to think a lot about what i did
 But not what i would say
 My friend, it's not what they told me
 Had allot of shit go down but in the final stage
 You wanted me just to say, i've done my all
 Now i'm stable
 Now that the cards are on the table
 Well all was said in decent taste
 All i needed was some distance and space, a mess
 A lesson is learned
 Alot of people knocked it but what they'd see was
 Different from what you'd say
 You'd say i can't understand why you don't come to visit
 Get on with your life, you can't understand...
 That i'm doin' fine this time, i don't really care
 What you say no more now that i see
 What was distant from me, not going to wake up
 Doing fine this time
 That could be why you are here no more
 Things for you went wrong this time
 You want it more than i do
 Something changed along these lines
 You needed it more than i did