Fallout Leader

falling behind
 on days that seem like nothing fits
 there's a crack in the floor
 where you're pacing, a track worn
 as the walls are caving in
 perception's clearly out of focus
 this is all that you are
 nothing more you could ask for
 as you're tracing your mistakes
 last stop you leave dishonest
 this trap that you laid out
 I read into deceiving eyes
 stories that seem ironic
 one point of view
 with two opposing sides
 demise
 trailing behind
 you pull the weight that anchors you
 drop the key on the floor
 feel the grains where your feet were
 now the lighting starts to dim
 perception's clearly out of focus
 this is all that you are
 nothing more you could ask for
 as your tracing your mistakes
 fallout leader
 your charade's been detected
 it's not what you wanted
 the train's hit a dead end
 it's not what you wanted
 at the end of a gun
 there's still defiance
 at the end of the run
 you're still behind it