Ana

I am waking in this state
 I don't know where I am
 I can feel the things we've said
 And an essence of regret
 With my inhibitions gone
 My confusion leads the way
 There are scenes that I delete
 There is something in the way
 I am waking in this state
 I don't know who I am
 An excessive shift in fate
 Changes everything I've said
 And I don't know who you are
 And I don't hear what you say
 There are scenes that I delete
 There is something in the way
 God I never wanted you
 And I never wanted this
 I am so into myself
 I am sickened by this shit
 I can breathe between the lines
 I can calculate the days
 The more I reconstruct
 There is something in the way
 And it kills me when I'm here
 And you're in a state of need
 You are lapsing underneath
 And the tone is deafening
 God I never wanted this
 I instinctually repel
 Are you damaged are you broke
 Are you so into yourself?