golden years

I can never get some rest
 Oh-oh, oh
 Staring at my ceiling
 Thinking 'bout the weight that's on my chest
 I'm always worried 'bout what's next
 I think I forgot
 How to live in present tense (present tense)
 Yeah, I'm supposed to be in the prime of my life
 But all I can see are the demons I fight
 Try to believe that there's a silver lining
 I can't find it, I don't wanna be
 Spending all my golden years
 Climbing all the way to the top
 So how the hell'd I wind up here
 Tryna be somebody I'm not
 I used to be a lot less gated
 Now I'm lost and all frustrated
 Trading happiness for tears
 And all my golden years
 I could be a mile ahead by now
 (Somewhere better)
 But I'm burning all my daylight wondering how
 I can get there
 I know I shouldn't count all of my days under the sun
 But I don't wanna think and then I wake up and it's gone
 I never really got to be the person that I wanna be
 Oh, oh
 I'm supposed to feel like I'm living it right
 Is it all in my head
 Am I wasting my time
 Try to believe that there's a silver lining
 I can't find it, I don't wanna be
 Spending all my golden years
 Climbing all the way to the top
 So how the hell'd I wind up here
 Tryna be somebody I'm not
 I used to be a lot less gated
 Now I'm lost and all frustrated
 Trading happiness for tears
 And all my golden years
 (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh)
 And all my golden years
 (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh)
 I don't wanna be
 Spending all my golden years
 Climbing all the way to the top
 So how the hell'd I wind up here
 Tryna be somebody I'm not
 I used to be a lot less gated
 Now I'm lost and all frustrated
 Trading happiness for tears
 And all my golden years