this is what a rough childhood feels like

It's ten o' clock and the whispers startin
 To realize what it always has been
 All of the times where we'd sit in silence
 The only reason that you'd stop fighting
 For silly things, like how the glass condenses
 Onto the table we'd never forget this
 Was it our fault to think we should've built fences
 Around the wooden doors that would just make it
 Harder for me, just to blink
 This anger we're surrounded
 Holes deep not surfaces
 Don't want to end up like this
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 Where do I go when this place I call my home
 Feels like the opposite I could've sworn I
 Saw you pushed her down I stared had to leave this gaze prepared
 Leave my bedroom clothes unfolded
 What's worst is you were unaware
 That she was hurtin of all her things u had to break her
 Like trees that started screaming out with names as thunder
 Why did you have to take that ring were you just under
 Just give it back and take our lives let this be over
 Harder for me, just to blink
 This anger we're surrounded
 Holes deep not surfaces
 Don't want to end up like this