Speechless

I don't belong to myself
 It seems like I never was
 In a hollow room without light
 Wearing loneliness as a cross
 Only echoes of my heart beat
 Still remind me I am alive...
 I'm crawling through the thorns of denial
 These burning scars won't let me forget
 Counting down my lifetime minutes
 The perished moments of what I used to be
 In the silence, death is calling my name
 Death is calling my name...
 If you ever looked in a mirror
 You could see my face
 I'm everywhere you go despite your will
 Then I leave I leave without a trace
 Saturated artificially flavored
 Words forever rule unconscious minds
 I feel the silence, it's taking me away
 I hear the silence, it's wiping all my tears away
 In the silence... in the silence... in the silence...