The Price of Grace

Circles through circles, I'm spiraling around the room!
 This phone call, I'm in denial, lost in the static of your silence!
 (Lost in the static of your silence!)
 They found the note you left behind!
 And the lethal dose you took that night!
 We lost touch when the basement door was bolted shut!
 Lost beyond the grave
 You found your own way
 I hope the price of grace was worth the gift of pain
 'Cause I feel like I'll never find peace with the way you left me
 I hope the price of grace was worth the gift of pain
 'Cause I curse the day you gave up on everything
 I can't see the light, there's no reside, I'm finding nothing
 I can't see the light, there's no reside, I'm finding nothing
 Throwing empty bottles, drinking myself sick!
 Smash my soul to pieces, you shattered glass beneath my chest!
 Malice fills the void!
 Malice fills the void!
 How could you leave your family behind?!
 You embraced your demons and gave in to suicide!
 You deserve to survive!
 Lost beyond the grave
 You found your own way
 I hope the price of grace was worth the gift of pain
 'Cause I feel like I'll never find peace with the way you left me
 I hope the price of grace was worth the gift of pain
 'Cause I curse the day you gave up on everything
 I can't see the light, there's no reside, I'm finding nothing
 I can't see the light, there's no reside, I'm finding nothing
 "Hey man, I know you may not ever get the chance to hear this, but
 I just wanted to tell you that I love you
 Just one last time
 I've never felt so alone
 I don't know why you did it
 Why didn't you just say something?
 Why didn't you just warn me?
 I can't even go back home
 Because you're not there any more
 You were my brother
 I would've done anything for you
 I miss you"
 What happened to "brothers forever"?!
 You said we'd grow old together!
 I'm reaching out to the Heavens, can you hear my voice?!
 How can I live on knowing that this was your choice?!
 I will carry!
 Your memory!
 Until the day that I die!
 To keep you alive!