A New Page

the seasons change
 four times over
 a year or more has passed
 I miss your voice
 a fear inside of me, it says
 "he'll leave you
 you've seen this before, you fool"
 seems I forget the weight
 you lifted from me
 this era
 scrawled on a page
 with darkened blotches
 and tear-laiden stains
 makes me realize
 how dark it has been
 without the light
 you freely shine for me
 it's time to turn
 a new page
 a new page
 how quickly feeble minds forget
 those who are our saviors
 dark thoughts always seem to let
 in others to distract us
 clouds and rain and sadness
 there is no escape without you
 worldly worries and nightmare
 i could not
 survive without you
 this era
 scrawled on a page
 with darkened blotches
 and tear-laiden stains
 makes me realize
 how dark it has been
 without the light
 you clearly shine
 I can't bear to review what's on this page
 irreverance and sins abounding
 can't be erased
 oh, god, my only hope is you
 you're the only to help me to
 turn a new page
 a new page
 a year has passed
 I miss your voice