Kristi's Song

The night air's hurting my tired lungs.
 With every breath I imagine the last one.
 Is it relief or retreat?
 Is it an end or defeat?
 Is it a picture perfect finish?
 Will I find the real me?
 I think I'll lay down and stare at the sky
 until the stars get blurry and lost in my eyes.
 I won't think of tomorrow.
 I won't think how or why.
 Just perfect moments
 like beach umbrella's in July.
 Tonight the sound is ringing in my tired ears.
 One more melody the world never hears.
 Will I shake with fear?
 Will my life seem a lie?
 You can sugar assault me,
 but you won't make me cry.
 I think I'll lay down and stare at the sky
 until the stars get blurry and lost in my eyes.
 I won't think of tomorrow.
 I won't think how or why.
 Everything's clear in the daylight,
 but I'm in love with tonight.