Resonate

I'm shaking and so are my hands
 And I can't tell if it's the cold or if I'm finally feeling regret
 A martyr in my own mind and a pariah
 Given the capacity of my own guilt
 Do I fight the fact that I am a nervous wreck
 Or do I face the forthcoming collision head on?
 I don't know how to abandon my blind heart
 (And I'm convinced that you deserve this)
 My organs are dark and minuscule in comparison to yours
 I'm no longer pining to cure my disease
 I'm just dying to advance the process
 Trim your wings and deceive me
 Cinch your halo around my neck
 Because death houses such beauty
 If we can enjoy what will grow in it's absence
 (We are wasted) We are thin and wasted at both ends
 And we've accepted our position
 I was never worthy of following your footsteps
 So be sure to leave no evidence that you've existed
 We dare not turn and face the figures treating us to our descent
 If we knew their origin then we'd surely be disgusted
 This is the kind of illness
 That leaves us rotting from the inside out
 And we wear this on our sleeves
 Content with our casualty
 I would do this all over again
 I'm the catalyst of our collapse
 Haunted by conviction and a partner to the pain
 Forgive me
 For who I've become these past few years
 Forgive me
 For allowing my love to disappear
 (Trim your wings)
 Trim your wings and deceive me
 Cinch your halo around my neck
 And just leave me alone with my thoughts
 Eaten alive until there's nothing left to mourn
 I will resonate through the minds of others
 As a corpse and nothing more (Nothing more)
 Nothing more