Letter To Myself

Scattered dreams
 Collect what I used to be
 This fight is an infinite maze
 A hunt but without the chase
 Reject the cure
 My symptoms, your metaphor
 Immortal yet still so feeble
 Half human addictive evil
 For a life I obsessed you
 Now its time to forget you
 And no matter how hard, I try
 Cross your heart and swear you'll try
 I am full of forgiveness
 Let me out of this illness
 There's a reason I stand revived
 No more fears where tears don't dry
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 I write these lines
 A crossword with random rhymes
 Expressing the voice within me
 The scars that won't ever leave me
 Escaped it all
 Imprisoned with hollow bars
 Reducing my own desire
 By calling myself a liar
 For a life I obsessed you
 Now its time to forget you
 And no matter how hard, I try
 Cross your heart and swear you'll try
 I am full of forgiveness
 Let me out of this illness
 There's a reason I stand revived
 No more fears where tears don't dry
 I run
 I cry
 Please wait for me
 I hold my breath just as I'm
 Drowning
 Feels like I'm
 Flying
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 For a life I obsessed you
 Now its time to forget you
 And no matter how hard, I try
 Cross your heart and swear you'll try
 I am full of forgiveness
 Let me out of this illness
 There's a reason I stand revived
 No more fears where tears don't dry