Bad Luck

Let me tell you, let me tell you
 Let me tell you why I have some bad luck
 Yeah, aye, look, aye
 Let me tell you why I have some bad luck
 'Cause everytime I try I'm never good enough
 Everybody's happy without me I'm never needed
 I'm heated 'cause no one ever really gives a fuck
 And I don't think I have a heart no more
 'Cause everytime I feed it, they eat it, break it to pieces
 I'm really hating the way they treat it
 And they repeat it, tell me why they gotta make it tough
 To love
 To trust
 Like I'm so fucked up
 I can't reconstruct
 So I self destruct
 And my mind blows up
 Guess it's just my luck
 To get fucked over, over and over again?
 Never sober again
 Can't win
 Guess this the end
 The last time
 Last sign
 That they gonna have to give
 And that sucks
 I'm such a sad fuck with bad luck
 And a lot of shit on my mind
 Stop wasting my time
 You just wanna see me decline
 You always gotta come from behind like, damn
 I'm alive and I'm fucking surprised
 Like damn
 Can't you see the pain in my eyes
 I am
 Pessimistic
 Super distant
 Always trippin'
 Mentalistic
 I've been hittin'
 Marijuana
 Ease the trauma
 I just wanna be
 Happy why is that so hard for me?
 Why's it getting super hard to breathe?
 Can't control my thoughts, anxiety
 Is taking over, lie to me, and cry to me
 But fake it all 'cause you're involved
 In not getting my problems solved
 You watch me fall and drop the ball
 I won't fall my homie I slip not
 From the tippity tip top
 I'ma flippity flip flop
 Off my feet I don't stand tall, no
 Luck won't be on my side for the rest of my life
 I try I try I try too hard
 And I cry I cry I cry so hard, yeah
 Luck won't be on my side for the rest of my life
 I try I try I try too hard
 And I cry I cry I cry so hard, yeah
 Let me tell you why I have some bad luck
 'Cause nothing in my head ever adds up
 And I could never see when I have love
 So go and put your mo'fuckin' hats up
 Too the depressed and the lost
 And the vanquished the damaged and stressed
 And the blankly confused who don't know what to do with themselves
 And are fighting with nothing to lose so they sip on the
 Booze and they rip on a bong and they listen to songs like these
 I can never "do the right thing" Spike Lee
 I've never been the man and I'll never
 Understand why nobody ever really likes me
 I see
 So many flaws so many mistakes
 Nobody calls
 'Cause they all be fake
 I guess I'ma fall
 Right down to my fate
 Which is nothin' at all
 Just black hole
 Taking my soul filled with emptiness
 I got lows no highs when getting lit
 I don't talk I'm not the friendliest
 My bad luck is like the deadliest
 It's like poison block out noise and
 Weight on my chest is the heaviest
 Can't keep going so I'm slowing down till I can't take the mental shit
 Luck won't be on my side for the rest of my life
 I try I try I try too hard
 And I cry I cry I cry so hard, yeah
 Luck won't be on my side for the rest of my life
 I try I try I try too hard
 And I cry I cry I cry so hard, yeah