phosphene

Phosphene, kerosene
 Another night, amphetamine
 No sleep, cannot dream
 Day and night, not operating
 My heart is pulsing
 Beating, throbbing
 Palms sweaty, no relaxing
 Is it morning?
 Eyes shut, head racing to the finish line of breaking me down
 Submerged, can't get back up in my own thoughts
 I'll drown
 Everything at once, anxiety is boiling
 Can't control, this head is spinning out
 I'm terrified of just being alive
 Everything at once, anxiety at boiling point
 It won't go away
 Every day, follows me everywhere
 Dreaming all day of a way out of this nightmare
 Fear has no face, no consciousness
 Terrified of nothing and it's getting worse
 Why do I always have to feel like this?
 This dread of just being alive
 Terrified of nothing, that's what's terrifying
 Cocaine, nicotine
 Cardiac, compromising
 Skin faint, blood dripping
 That sinking feeling covers me
 My eyes are burning
 Vision blurring
 My last breath is going
 Wheezing and choking
 Eyes shut, head racing to the finish line of breaking me down
 Submerged, can't get back up in my own thoughts
 I'll drown
 Everything at once, anxiety is boiling
 Can't control, this head is spinning out
 I'm terrified of just being alive
 Everything at once, anxiety at boiling point
 Spitting in my face
 Searing in my veins
 Mental shattering
 Pull me back inside
 Nowhere for me to hide
 No, it won't go away
 Every day, follows me everywhere
 Dreaming all day of a way out of this nightmare
 Fear has no face, no consciousness
 Terrified of nothing and it's getting worse
 Why do I always have to feel like this?
 This dread of just being alive
 Terrified of nothing, that's what's terrifying
 Fear has no face, no consciousness
 Terrified of nothing and it's getting worse
 Why do I always have to feel like this?
 This dread of just being alive
 Terrified of nothing, that's what's terrifying
 Fear has no face, no consciousness
 Terrified of nothing and it's getting worse
 Why do I always have to feel like this?
 This dread of
 Fear has no face
 No, fear has no face
 No, fear