Waste(d)

Forget the end of every day
 I don't remember the last time I slept sober
 Forget all the things you say
 Fade away while the world around me grows colder
 Forget the endless pain
 Take anything to make my heart beat a little slower
 Forget everything in my brain
 Erase the memories of my life as I grow older
 Escape the torment inside my head
 Let my body rest while I recover
 My life on repeat until I'm dead or until I slip under
 Drugs are the only thing that's kept me alive
 Love has broken me it's the reason I need
 Drugs have become the only thing I love I
 Can't stop its all I have
 My blood is bonded to the chemicals that keep me sane
 My blood is bonded to the chemicals that keep me safe
 They let me escape
 I need a drug to forget it all
 I need a fix to stop the danger to myself
 I need a remedy a poison saviour
 I need a pill of artificial happiness
 I need a cure a potent medicine
 I need to hit the floor and not get back up again
 Fuck
 I shouldn't have taken so much