Survival

It suddenly came without a sign
 Didn't think much at the time
 It's still growing. My secret inside
 Can't show that I feel
 So afraid- What will become of me?
 A shadow of myself
 Too weak to fight, I fade away
 This simple misfortune - The sin I still feel
 Through pain and the torture - I'll survive on my will
 Feeling contorted - The feeling's too real
 Insides distorted - I'll survive on my will
 I let the man in white into my solitude
 Burn running through my veins
 Will it take away my pain?
 So many times- they're hurting me
 "It's for your own good", they say
 Help me with my fight to live
 Another day, just another day
 This simple misfortune - The sin I still feel
 Through pain and the torture - I'll survive on my will
 Feeling contorted - The feeling's too real
 Insides distorted - I'll survive on my will
 Tossing, Turning, Anxiety
 Trying to keep my dignity
 Tell me why this happening to me?
 Tossing, Turning, Anxiety
 Trying to keep my dignity
 Tell me why this happening to me?
 This simple misfortune - The sin I still feel
 Through pain and the torture - I'll survive on my will
 Feeling contorted - The feeling's too real
 Insides distorted - I'll survive on my will
 This simple misfortune - I'll survive on my will
 Insides distorted - I'll survive on my will