I Never Loved Myself Like I Loved You

I'm falling out of touch
 'Cause I hate myself too much
 No, I can't, I was never made to
 I never loved myself like I loved you
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 I can't say I know
 When I'm gonna shut down 'cause I don't
 Remember when I told you
 I could never show you, no
 The state of mind that I am in
 The hurricane I thought I lost you in
 It's flooding through my bloodstream
 Drowning out my heartbeat, oh
 I'm running out of time
 I'm running out of light
 I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out
 I'm falling out of touch
 'Cause I hate myself too much
 No, I can't, I was never made to
 I never loved myself like I loved you
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 I don't understand why I'm so afraid of who I am
 27 years now
 I've been tryin' to push it down
 The self-loathing comes and goes
 Heavy like the life I've always known
 Maybe you could help me
 Maybe you could show me another way out
 I'm running out of time
 I'm running out of light
 I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out
 I'm falling out of touch
 'Cause I hate myself too much
 No, I can't, I was never made to
 I never loved myself like I loved you
 I'm running
 I'm running out of time
 I'm falling
 I'm falling now
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 I'm running out of time
 I'm running out of light
 I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out
 I'm falling out of touch
 'Cause I hate myself too much
 No, I can't, I was never made to
 I never loved myself, I never loved myself
 No, I can't, I was never made to
 I never loved myself like I loved you