Blood Lovers

Things I've wanted to tell you
 A fear so close to home
 Every time the words leave my lips
 Feelings come and go
 Everything is nothing and it's driving me insane
 Creeping out that window baby
 I just cannot stay
 Every time you look away my face
 Seems calm but I'm barely breathing
 Counting down to bury you at sea
 You're lying there
 My eyes are closed but I am not sleeping
 Biting down and trying not to scream
 The past seems far away but I'm holding on for no good reason
 Festering and trying not to leave
 Fear and paranoia and making those mistakes
 Trying hard to free my love but for you it's not the same
 Never wanted to fail you but it seems I've failed myself
 Cannot teach this old dog new tricks
 I'm just not that way
 It's not forever
 No it's not for good
 These lovers of blood
 Misunderstood