Torn Self

Everyone of us is lost against ourselves
 And pushing through the constant
 Struggle of forward thought
 This thing we call humanity
 Has brought us down and has us caught
 Is this what I've become?
 A callous, uncaring soul
 That allows the will of flesh
 To dominate and control
 This is my counter attack
 This is my counter
 Starve the self and empower the soul
 This path I chose, once again made whole
 Torn between, torn between
 Torn between, torn between
 Self and soul, self and soul
 Self and soul
 With this first step forward
 I've become a new creation
 Free from self and thinking clearly
 My soul chokes the last impurities
 From my flesh, from my flesh
 And I'm given a second chance
 But this time let myself die
 This time I let myself die
 This time I let myself die
 This time I let myself die
 This time I let myself die