Sober

I got no excuses for all of these goodbyes
 Call me when it's over, 'cause I'm dying inside
 Wake me when the shakes are gone
 And the cold sweats disappear
 Call me when it's over and myself has reappeared
 I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
 I do it every, every, every time
 It's only when I'm lonely
 Sometimes I just wanna cave and I don't wanna fight
 I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
 Just hold me, I'm lonely
 Momma, I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore
 And daddy, please, forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
 To the ones who never left me, we've been down this road before
 I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore
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 I'm sorry to my future love for the man that left my bed
 For making love the way I saved for you inside my head
 And I'm sorry for the fans I lost who watched me fall again
 I wanna be a role model, but I'm only human
 I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
 I do it every, every, every time
 It's only when I'm lonely
 Sometimes I just wanna cave and I don't wanna fight
 I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
 Just hold me, I'm lonely
 Momma, I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore
 And daddy, please, forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
 To the ones who never left me, we've been down this road before
 I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore
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 I'm not sober anymore
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 I'm sorry that I'm here again, I promise I'll get help
 It wasn't my intention, I'm sorry to myself