Will You Keep Out All the Sadness?

Oh my God, my head is sick, so full of death
 Sometimes I don't want to live
 This war within is a veil over me
 And if all is lost, how can I ever win?
 Mercy on me
 I am drowning, drowning
 Have mercy on me
 I am drowning, drowning
 Oh my God, what have I done?
 All this pain is breaking me down
 I tried so hard but I am undone
 Is all there is just dust and the wind?
 I am drowning
 Oh my God, these depths are dark
 And hope's far off; the world's gone mad
 Its ill intent pulls the chains over me
 I'm done, I quit, I'm giving in
 Oh my God, what have I done?
 All this pain is breaking me down
 I tried so hard but I am undone
 Is all there is just dust and the wind?
 Mercy on me
 I am drowning, drowning
 Have mercy on me
 I am drowning, drowning
 My existence here is quick and my thoughts become transfixed
 Is there anything that's good? Oh anything of worth?
 'Cause these demons haunting me never want to see me free
 But Your waters of grace drowned the devil out of me
 Oh my God, my head is sick
 I was left for dead but you carried me away
 I met You in the war for my soul
 And I fought against you and thought I could win
 I'm drowning in grace
 I'm drowning in grace
 Have mercy on me
 I am drowning, drowning