A Pain That I'm Used To - Live

My secret garden's not so secret anymore
 Run from the house holding my head in my hands
 Feeling dejected, feeling like a child might feel
 It all seems so absurd that this should have occurred
 My very only secret, and I had to go and leak it
 My secret garden's not so secret anymore
 No, my secret garden's not so secret anymore
 Run through the fields down to the edge of the water
 Can't stay long, here comes the reason why
 She'll catch me if she can, take me by the hand
 I'll have to keep on running, and I just can't see the fun in
 My secret garden not being secret anymore
 Used to be so easy on days such as these
 She'd search and search for hours, in among the flowers
 I loved it, I loved her
 I loved it, I loved her
 Play the fool, act so cruel (I loved it)
 Read her book, take a look (I loved her)
 Play the fool, act so cruel (I loved it)
 Read her book, take a look (I loved her)
 It all seems so absurd that this should have occurred
 My very only secre,t and I had to go and leak it
 My secret garden's not so secret anymore
 It all seems so absurd that this should have occurred
 My very only secret, and I had to go and leak it
 My secret garden's not so secret anymore
 It all seems so absurd that this should have occurred
 My very only secret, and I had to go and leak it
 My secret garden's not so secret anymore
 It all seems so absurd that this should have occurred
 My very only secret, and I had to go and leak it
 My secret garden's not so secret anymore