A Pain That I'm Used To - LiVE SPiRiTS

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
 I just know that I'm harder to console
 I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
 But the key is a question of control
 Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
 I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
 All the signs that I find have been underlined
 Devils drive on the thrive that is fueled
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 All this running around
 Well it's getting me down
 Just give me the pain that I'm used to
 I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
 You just need to achieve something that rings true
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 There's a hole in your soul like an animal
 With no conscience, repentance unknown
 Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
 Devils feeds on the seeds that are sown
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 I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
 No mistaking the faking, I care
 With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
 On a note full of hope not despair
 All this running around, well it's getting me down
 Just give me a pain that I'm used to
 I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
 You just need to achieve something that rings true
 All this running around, well it's getting me down
 Just give me a pain that I'm used to
 I don't need to believe all the dreams you concieve
 You just need to achieve something that rings true
 Without doubt
 Thank you so much
 Good evening Berlin