Queen of Pain

I'm the queen of pain
 I can make it thunder and rain
 I can turn the clouds black in the sky
 I can put all those tears in your eyes
 I'll leave and never wave goodbye
 'Cause I'm the queen of pain
 I won't hear their names
 'Cause the voices are always the same
 The places, the chaces
 The interchangable faces
 Are scratching me
 Attaching, surrounding, binding
 How can I care if it's not you?
 You smile at the things that I do
 And then you say
 I'm as cold as November
 Oh, you say
 I'm as cold as November
 Things will never be the same
 And I will never give you back your name
 Cause I've earned it with you under my skin
 But it's my fault for letting you in
 I've betrayed you and it should be a sin
 'Cause then you banter
 You're as cold as november
 Oh, I say
 You're as cold as november
 You left when I was crying
 And I was crying everytime you left
 Oh, but ain't it kind of funny
 How you weren't laughing when I left
 So who's the real king of pain?
 I'm trying to forget your name
 But you show up wherever I go
 Your smile lurking in my shadow
 Oh, please why don't you just let me go?
 'Cause I don't want to remember
 How it was in may
 'Cause now it's the month of november
 That was may
 But now it's the month of november
 Your favorite time of year