Be Myself Again

Let me introduce myself
 I'm a woman that you? ve never seen
 You might know me from somewhere else
 As someone that I? ve never been
 I gave everything to play the game
 My soul fell apart at the seams
 I fell down like a house of cards
 When somebody pulled the queen
 ? Cause you could spend your life
 Lookin? for your own reflection
 Time could blur the lines
 Between what? s real and what? s projected
 Had I known what I lost
 What I gained, what it? d cost
 I? d still give what remains
 To be myself again
 You must believe me when I say
 Don? t live someone else's design
 Turn it around like a photograph
 The writing's been there all the time
 Now you can have all these hopes and dreams
 The ones I can? t use anymore
 I don? t know what it is you lost
 But I hope you got what you came for
 ? Cause you could spend your life
 Lookin? for your own reflection
 Time could blur the lines
 Between what? s real and what? s projected
 Had I known what I lost?
 What I gained, what it'd cost
 I? d still give what remains
 To be myself again
 Sometimes I wanna leave right now
 Sometimes I wanna cry out loud
 I wanna let it all hang out
 But I don? t wanna let you down
 Sometimes I wanna just lay here
 Sometimes I wanna disappear
 I wanna show you all my fear
 But I don? t want to let you down
 ? Cause you could spend your life
 Lookin? for your own reflection
 Time could blur the lines
 Between what? s real and what? s projected
 Had I known what I lost
 What I gained, what it'd cost
 I? d still give what remains
 To be myself again
 To be myself again