Trapped in My Head

Trapped in my head
 When will it end?
 This place where I used to lay my head at night
 No longer feels like that place called home
 Sometimes I only feel like I'm comforted
 When I'm drunk or I'm out alone
 So stressed I can't think
 Phone makes my ears ring
 I can barely breath
 I'm losing it inside
 This place where I reside
 It's poisoning my mind
 I've learned the old ways
 Are not my ways
 I'm not here to stay
 Smothered by my family,
 Tired of my friends,
 I'm never ever going back.
 back again
 because I'm trapped in my head
 trapped in my head
 Forced to think that what they say is right
 Sometimes I'm weak and I lose my own sight
 These closed minds are a cancer to my own
 Some day I'll find a place to call my own home
 Constant bickering about petty shit
 Don't tell me about it, I don't wanna hear it
 This negative energy can take a toll on me
 But I'll be the man on the top... eventually