Going Leaving

look what you've done to me
 I can't even keep in touch
 i hate i just lost a very good friend
 she could've been my one true love (yeah)
 she wanted more, but I wasn't ready
 (living my life. loving the fame)
 me keeping it real made her heart heavy
 (i should have lied, stayed in the game)
 And i can admit it
 scared me when she said
 Where is this going?
 I said i'm not ready
 she said she's leaving
 sumthin bout her clock ticking
 and she wants children
 ho
 look what you've done to me
 you found you a brand new love
 Atleast you call me ever now and again (ha)
 to playfully rub it in
 But when I ask you are you happy
 (there is a sigh, painfully YES!)
 but one year later, you got married
 (I asked you why, you said you were pressed)
 Now it hurts me
 when i hear you say
 You don't know where this is going
 You're not ready
 And you're leaving
 time is still ticking
 but now your expecting children
 Now she's single
 and I'm seeing more of her
 I realize
 the more time we spend together
 the more i miss her
 who she was
 It's not the same
 she's changed
 now she got a daughter
 I'm wondering
 what role she'll play in my life
 and me and hers
 and I don't know
 where this is going
 now i'm ready
 as a friend no more leaving
 break the clock no more ticking
 i'll be there for your children
 be there to hold you
 help you pick up your pieces
 oh
 can't let it all fall apart