Reveling in the Abyss

Sunken and swollen, left to sink in bed
 Numb to all the pain and shame
 Procrastinate every thought every breath
 Zombieland playground is what you have earned 'til death
 Lost in space where depression fails to grab hold
 Dull, dim-witted, slurred drivel to behold
 Dazed, confused, you are checked out
 Forgot what the stress was about
 Lazy and crooked doctors give in to
 Your pathetic cries of forfeit
 Built-in ready excuses
 It was subscribed to, I'm not going to die today
 Oblivious to any criticism
 Legal and ordered to consume
 Given up for all accounts
 Deadly brew of pills, I deny
 Self-subscribing, pain or mental?
 Extra ground up in how many bumps?
 Closest thing to rapture enjoy
 Ignore disgrace, it's non-existent
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 Lonely place of degradation, misery likes company
 Tell their story to each other, their modified history
 Junkie birds of a feather, new lies weave easily
 So proud of the victim status, share the pain and believe
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 Sum of the day's score is how content you're meant to be
 Hiding in your dungeon, gloomy place of depravity
 Sickly and contagious, aura of negativity
 You're drenched in the squalor, state of degeneracy
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 Baffled by being avoided, family and friends look for the exits
 In denial of excessive self-loathing, looking for pity and any will do
 Trying to force people to sympathize, putting on the show of your misfortune
 No one wants to hear about your decline, or wants to watch your self-destruction
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 Reveling in the abyss, the vacant stare, almost unconscious
 Forget about all the shit that's piled high
 Hoard the stuff that's not enough, then the trash is adding up
 Preying on others' understanding, single out who will empathize
 Betray the trust of dispersed pity
 Squander any currency you think you're entitled to receive
 Pessimist 'til the end, Debbie-Downer is not your friend
 Manipulation to the highest degree
 Lies you tell are eventual truth
 Piece of shit, you don't even fucking know it
 Forsaken and marooned
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 Time is running short on feeling sorry for yourself
 Your body's failing not made for the insalubrious
 Your weakened state, the result of neglect
 The toll you have taken from self-medication
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 Sleeping in garbage, and effectively abandoned
 Fuming alone about everyone's callousness
 You are the trash that others have taken out
 Removed the burden, that's had them weighed down