Warjazz

I'm getting bigger
 Than the armies that are outside
 I've got plans that suffocate
 And I don't really care
 I feel like WarJazz
 With a nod to the none
 'Cause everyone pulls and spins together
 Into the burn, together all alone
 I need a space surrounded by dozens of windows
 And clear far-off warnings
 So I can go wide and long
 Together all alone
 I can't recognize the randomness
 The blurry syncopated fits
 Is their purpose in chaotic hits that move in and out of time?
 There's WarJazz in the smoky halls
 It calls for me to go
 To an alley joint of cocktail haze
 In random muffled tones
 Gone away
 Once it's been had it's never quite the same
 Struggle to remember, it's never quite the same
 Once it's been had, it's never...
 I pull the trigger
 'Cause I'm jumping in and out of my skin
 Insides feel like trouble
 Everything's starting to spin
 I've got days and days where I hesitate
 I'll never get them back
 I used to move ahead of the sun
 But now my sun burns back