At the Restless Sea

Here comes the rain
 On fenced courtyards
 Here comes the shade
 On dead-end ways
 Here comes the grey
 To dim the colors
 Here comes the cold
 To wake the pain
 It's hard to live in silent corners
 Weary leaves
 And crooked stalks
 Flowers bow
 Towards the light
 So I do
 Out of shape, out of sight
 Calm! It's alright they say
 Calm! you're straight on your way out
 Calm's the last things I fel
 'cause what is too calm seems to be unreal
 Yet down inside
 Seas are raging
 One tear and hell shall burst
 Cold tearing and grey as lead
 I push it back as I bend my head
 And keep on standing
 If I'm here tomorrow, God, don't let it be raining
 An abandoned bone
 Lone, dead, shabby
 One doomed man
 Who can't give up
 One croked flower
 That still wants to live
 I clutch at my last hour
 At the restless sea
 Calm! It's alright they say
 Calm! you're straight on your way out
 Calm's the last things I feel
 'cause what is too calm seems to be unreal
 Yet down inside
 Seas are raging
 One tear and hell shall burst
 Cold tearing and grey as lead
 I push it back as I bend my head
 And keep on standing
 If I'm here tomorrow, God, don't let it be raining
 Calm! It's alright they say
 Calm! you're straight on your way out
 Calm's the last things I feel
 'cause what is too calm seems to be unreal
 Yet down inside
 Seas are raging
 One tear and hell shall burst
 Cold tearing and grey as lead
 I push it back as I bend my head
 And keep on standing
 Though I know well there's no way back in
 And the world out here keeps on turning
 Am I too far behind
 I raise my hand but can't say farewell
 Just as long as tides keep on turning
 Until tomorrow if there's tomorrow for me... to live