Aren't We So Lucky to Be Alive? Part 4

It's getting late, so let's turn in (turn in to what?)
 Your touch can heal my mind 'cause it's hurting
 I'm feeling weak, but I won't quit
 I came here to finish what I started
 What I started
 I'm not lucky I just waited my turn, my turn
 I'm not lucky I just had a lot to learn, to learn
 I'm not lucky to be alive
 Lucky that I got you on my side this time
 I'm not lucky to be alive
 Lucky that I got it figured out inside
 There's a me that is not me
 He's responsible for the evil, you see
 There's a place I want to go
 Put a finger to my lips and tell me you know
 I think that I can live now, I think I'm living now
 I think that I can live now, don't want to die somehow
 I think that I can live now, I have a future now
 I think that I can live now, I'm remedied somehow
 Okay I'm gonna go back to the same thing I
 was doing but with like, a keyboard solo over it:
 You looked in my eyes and saw through my disguise
 You looked at my faults and said "it's not your fault."
 You looked at my past and knew that it had passed
 You looked in my eyes and saw through my disguise
 I'm not lucky I just waited my turn, my turn
 I'm not lucky I just had a lot to learn, to learn
 There's the one I want to have
 He's smart and tall and a beautiful man
 I think that I can live now, I think I love it now
 I think that I can live now, I think you love me somehow