Jesus Wept

I can't forget the water at my feet
 All alone and mumbling
 The only verse that I knew
 Was Jesus wept (And I did too)
 I gave up the drugs, but not the sex
 Weekends, holidays, the cigarettes
 As long as I knew I could get my fix
 I could have it all I could handle it
 Married a beautiful girl
 Brought a child into this world
 In the mirror I saw boy wanting to be a man
 (You wanted a man)
 I'm a wave in the sea
 I'm a stone that can't be moved
 I'm a wretch drunk and forgotten
 I'm a path left to choose
 You're the God of the unknown
 I'm the son that was never free
 You're the life I didn't live
 You're the trial waiting for me
 (Are you what the people say that you are?
 Filled with wrath worshipped always from a far
 Glory to the lamb forever you are
 We are the creator of all these scars)
 I thought it'd be over
 Take care that you don't forget
 I thought it would be, but I'm still scared
 I still believe I'm scared that I, I still believe
 So what's left for me?
 Are you washed in the blood?
 Are you washed in the soul cleansing blood?
 He is trampling out the vintage
 Where the grapes of wrath are stored
 He is trampling out the vintage
 Where the grapes of wrath are stored