The Curse Of Perfect Days

And you knew exactly when, you gave your heart and all of it
 Without a thought of what you meant, you knew you couldn't live without this
 So make your excuses now, that time has stolen all that you've earned
 Make your excuses now, that time has stolen her
 Time has stolen her
 Tell me that I'm a fool
 That I've exaggerated the situation
 'Cause I've never been scared like this
 Of losing more than I have to give
 It's so unfair
 I believed I could handle this
 I swore I could fix everything
 But I told myself lies all of these years
 I told myself lies, all of these years
 I told myself lies, all of these years
 The fear that moves in and stays here
 The words that replay in your ears
 The grip that you held has weakened
 Was the life that was yours forsaken
 But I can't take my eyes off of you
 And we were still so cool
 Our bodies smooth and young (bodies smooth and young)
 The dreams of getting older
 Were never supposed to come (were never supposed to come)
 The curse of perfect days
 You forget just what you've made (forget just what you've made)
 And you find yourself just praying
 For something more than this life
 Something more than this life
 We wait for the doctors, to prescribe their medicines
 And hold their bad news, as if later it will make more sense
 But I've never been scared like this (It's so unfair)
 Just waiting for my strength to give (I thought I could handle this)
 But this is the rock, I broke myself against (I swore I could fix anything)
 We believed we'd have our way (And we did, and we did)
 The memories we have made (Everyday was the best day of my life)
 I could never repay what I owe (I'll replace, I'll reload)
 Even though I read the ending before the start
 I would have never changed a single part
 Tell me I'm a fool, tell me I'm just scared
 Say I'm such a drama queen, it's not even fair
 Let me see your eyes, the love that's right behind
 And I'll promise you
 That it will never die
 It will never die
 And we were still so cool
 Our bodies smooth and young
 The dreams of getting older
 Were never supposed to come
 The curse of perfect days
 You forget just what you've made
 And you find yourself just praying
 For something more than this life
 I want so much more than this life