What Will I Remember?

What will I remember?
 What will I forget?
 When this life is ending, and gone
 What will I regret?
 If tomorrow I don't wake up, what happens?
 My sunrise, or sunset?
 If I never were born
 If I never died
 Would it even matter at all?
 What should I decide?
 I always imagined I'd mean something to someone
 If I won't, 'least I tried
 When my body suffers
 When to breath is pain
 Is it really madness to think
 Think of breaking this chain?
 Is the future mine?
 God knows I have a past
 Where's my second chapter?
 Or will the first also be my last?
 Is my story over
 If I fall asleep?
 Would anybody find me?
 And would anybody weep?
 I can't even pretend I care
 But songs I'll never sing
 Well, that means something
 Yes, that means something