A Gift A Curse

What I've done, what I've seen
 The lives I've touched, what does it mean?
 Losing track of everything
 I gave it all, but what did I gain?
 And I don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release
 'Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see
 So even if I die I'll never rest in peace
 I was desperate just to shine
 Now I struggle constantly to survive
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 I...
 I have nothing to prove to you
 What I've done, what I've seen
 The lives I've touched, what does it mean?
 Losing track of everything
 I gave it all, but what did I gain?
 And I don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release
 'Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see
 So even if I die I'll never rest in peace
 And I've tried so many times to show that what I feel is real
 No, this is not a joke
 But you keep pushing me
 Yeah, you keep pushing me
 And now you've gone too far
 And there's no turning back
 And now I hope you choke and fucking burn in hell
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 Burn
 
 Nothing changes
 All I know is that I'm alone in this
 Silently I wait hoping you'd come back for me
 All I know is that I'm alone in this
 Silently I wait hoping you'd come back for me
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 Seems like I'll be waiting 'till the end
 Knowing that I can't speak to you again
 Truth is you were never there
 I don't need your empty words or bullshit sympathy
 So here's a gift for all those years of mocking me
 Now I wish all this evil upon you
 You deserve to feel what I'm going through
 Now I wish this evil upon you
 You deserve to feel what I'm going through