Revenge Is A Healthy Motive

have all of the choices I have made
 buried all, if any chances at grace
 how i long for the glory days
 what could have been
 and what well never see
 Im walking the path of the damned for a taste of fufilment
 thinking im better off somplace far removed from all of you
 mistakes were made, still haunting me
 was it his dismay? that made you choose to up and leave.
 giving up on all your hopes and dreams
 well those mistake, they taught me all I need to know
 about giving up and letting go of friends.
 Now i can only wish the best for you
 and hope you find a reason to pursue
 all the passions that carried you,
 through those years
 through the fear of letting go
 and the pains of every show
 those sleepless nights of driving through the snow
 knowing that together we make this home
 If this is the end then so be it
 Abandon van and walk away
 running in circles im bound by confusion, never will i understand this conclusion
 forever youll be swallowed by guilt, burdened by what could have been.