Trying Again

Once again I'll say I'm sorry for one more time
 that I fucked up. All I wanted was you acceptance
 but i missed the goals that you had set.
 Expectations I can't live up to, make you turn away.
 So many hopes and aspirations, to you I've always failed.
 i tried my hardest to make you proud.
 I did my best not to let you down.
 Again I tried to reach the top, when
 I didnt you let me drop. I thought I had it this time.
 I was never close. You don't think that
 I care, that's what hurt me most. Same old thing,
 I told you so, spit that in my face. Even though
 I tried, you think that I have failed.
 I tried my hardest to make you proud.
 I did my best not to let you down.
 Again I tried to reach the top,
 when I didn't you let me drop. I've failed,
 at least i fucking tried. I've failed,
 you were never on my side. I've failed,
 at least I fucking tried.