Shallows

All the feelings lock me out
 Don't want to feel it again and again
 I can hear the voices loud
 Cannot forget the scars remain
 Lie!
 I never saw myself so clear
 So why do you chasten me, testing me again?
 So many words, but nothing left to say
 Feels like I'm lost in the shallows
 All my life I was doomed to fail
 Since I escaped from the gallows
 I carry my cross through the valley of faith
 Why am I attracted to failure?
 I don't want to carry the weight
 Why does it hurt so bad?
 To forgive myself
 To never forget
 I want it all, I want it all
 I want it all to disappear
 With every single step you take
 The past will guide the way
 I want it all, I want it all
 I want the pages to be clear
 And when I wrote my chapters new
 There's nothing left to say
 Nothing left to say
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 And I keep moving on and on
 To forget, just to bury my past
 Never paused, never though that I was wrong
 No remorse 'til the bitter end
 Why I wanted doomed to fail?
 I don't wanna carry the weight
 Why does it hurt so bad?
 To forgive myself
 To never forget
 I want it all, I want it all
 I want it all to disappear
 With every single step you take
 The past will guide the way
 I want it all, I want it all
 I want the pages to be clear
 And when I wrote my chapters new
 There's nothing left to say
 Nothing left to say
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 I want it all to disappear
 I want it all to disappear
 I want it all to disappear
 I want it all to disappear
 I want it all to disappear
 
 I won't ever take it
 I can feel the change
 Deep inside of myself
 No!
 I want it all, I want it all
 I want it all to disappear
 With every single step you take
 The past will guide the way
 I want it all, I want it all
 I want the pages to be clear
 And when I wrote my chapters new
 There's nothing left to say