Friday the 13th

They say everything's fine, down where the red light shine
 once the junkies have all gone to bed
 And once the sun rises, you run out of surprises
 and the drugs they sold have cleared from your head
 Tight ass nubbin, push come to shovin
 Throw so money on the table cover last night's lovin
 Got the soul of a whore, got the heart of a lonely man
 If I ain't fuckin things up, I do the very best that I can
 Just like a lamb to the slaughter, a horse to the water
 I only wanna drink if I know I shouldn't oughta
 I'm a scared little boy, and I'm really one hell of a man
 And I'm a junkie for the lovin touch of a stranger's hand
 They say everything's love up in the heavens above
 but here on Earth you must atone for your sins
 Ain't no room for budgin once the law starts judgin
 He's just countin up losses and wins
 That's how you play the game, but still all the same
 they say it's only cheatin if you get caught
 So you runnin wild sinnin, you're smilin and yo' grinnin
 with all that trick knowledge you bought
 You got the mind of a leper, and the soul of a tortured king
 And it's all breakin down and that's the truly unfortunate thing
 While you're fightin for survival, I'm feelin sacrificial
 Got a brand new rifle girl it's government issue
 Got a heart full of stone, got an eye that's about to take aim
 And every fuckin person up on Twitter is gonna speak my name
 Cause they all gone stupid, they all got lazy
 They worship all the money and they idolize the crazy
 Everybody wants to go to heaven but everyone's afraid to die
 And what if God is real but religion's all just one big lie?
 The bar set lower, temperature's higher
 Somebody got to spark it, and set one big fire...