Glitches

So long to young love I've anchored my heart
 Farewell to small joys I've burned down the bar
 I'm changing my name so I don't do no harm
 Some say it's vanity, some say its charm
 No levels, still the same old devils
 Frightened of fear, a servant of time
 Kidnapped the queen, I have angered the hive
 Snuffed out the stars with celestial winds
 Ended a cycle that started again
 I stopped going out, they kept coming in
 Was I saving my soul or saving my skin?
 No levels, still the same old devils
 Can't hold it close, can't let it go
 Prisons in basements in slick model homes
 I'm just a day-tripper on sacred terrain
 My transformation went from mangled to tame
 I don't feel different but I don't feel the same
 I'm afloat with an ear to the ground
 I built a fortress with some books and a phrase
 I felt some heat so I came out of the haze
 I saw the end and I was truly afraid
 I have begged but I'm still not allowed
 It's a trap, lay the bait, catch the rat
 It's a trap, lay the bait, catch the rat
 Flew home and left the unknown in the lurch
 Kept finding bodies, I called off the search
 Went to a hymn from a funeral dirge
 Church in the hospital, dog in the church
 No levels, still the same old devils
 Shepherd me back, this time I know
 I don't know nothing, I'm not in control
 Mindful but gutless
 Mindful but gutless
 Mindful but gutless
 Mindful but gutless
 There's no need to panic
 No need to panic