Out of Focus

I knew what I wanted and I was fixed on it
 I was sure of it, I could've been wrong
 It seems like it's never quite like
 I thought it'd be
 The reality, am I where I belong?
 It's not like they said
 It feels like most everything's out of focus in my mind
 I'm trying to make some sense out of what I left behind
 The difference in who I am and the one want to be
 It seemed so much easier when there was something to believe
 A different perspective now and the world I see
 Is in front of me, and everything's wrong
 The grass was so much greener when it was next to me
 Now it's under me, am I where I belong?
 The world, it only seems to change from where you look
 Much different than the pictures that they took
 It's nothing like they said it would be