Never

Mud is my name and I'm lower than the dirt
 I've got a full-proof plan to stop me getting hurt
 By you or anyone who tries to pull it off
 So give me your best shot
 I won't even compensate
 I got broke by a high tide come inside
 I try to make myself an exile for awhile
 I got away now to stop you getting in
 After use it will be easy to develop thick skin
 And now I'm coming to my hay day
 I am prepared to jump again into the fray
 I said well maybe I wont', maybe I'll sound bad
 It will be so easy, instead of getting hurt again
 Jump into the pressures of a life's day
 I hide under the covers and wait for it to go away
 I understand that it's downtime
 But life has been so long livin by lamplights
 And all the things I really want, are things that I will never have
 And all the things I want to see, are things that I will never see
 And all the things I want to be, are things that I will never be
 And all the writing on the wall is words that I will never read
 So come into my room
 where I'm reigning supreme
 I said my hair is dirty and my sink is never clean
 You think I lead my life in fear
 Well, if I keep it this way
 You know nobody ever comes in here
 I like it like that
 Curved in the corner on the bedroom mattress
 I said I can see for miles now
 And if I stay still I stand no chance of going down
 Let me out, let me out
 Let me out, let me let me out
 Screamin and I shout
 Now I break my water spout
 Listen to the sound as my life comes pouring out
 You're working at a pool what did ya know?
 I give myself to people i hate, that's how it goes
 I understand that is downtime
 But life has been so long livin by lamplight
 And all the things I really want, are things that I will never have
 And all the things I want to see, are things that I will never see
 And all the things I want to be, are things that I will never be
 And all the writing on the wall is words that I will never read
 Gimme what you got
 Gimme what you got
 I aspire and desire to the things that I am not
 Cause I need and I greed and I feel that is real
 On my knees I will kneel with the web of steel
 Gimme what you got
 Gimme what you got
 Gimme what you got
 Gimme what you got
 Gimme what you got
 Gimme what you got
 Gimme what you got
 Gimme what you got
 And all the things I really want, are things that I will never have
 And all the things I want to see, are things that I will never see
 And all the things I want to be, are things that I will never be
 And all the writing on the wall is words that I will never read